Significant medical assistance?

"With significant medical assistant it is my professional opinion you will be able get pregnant and possibly carry baby to full term in some years from now" is what the doc told me. He was the only doctor that said I would ever be able to have children. My dysplasia was a level 3 and I had a LEEP procedure in hopes to "scrap away" the cancerous cells on my cervix. Among the most common side effects after a LEEP, listed not being able to carry a child to term, and or not being able to get pregnant. My mother was right by my side throughout the whole ordeal and we both raised the basic concern that I wanted to have children one day. Some doctors told me they could not believe this was something I was worrying about. That I should focus on my health now and worry about children later. All gave me little to no help. I went through with the surgery, anything but a hysterectomy right? I have always wanted to be a mother and from this point on I always believed one day when the time was right, I would have to march my ass into a specialist and make a baby that way!

It was 3 years later when I was sitting in my bedroom talking to my best friend on the phone when I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Oh My Lanta! My boobs were FALLING out of my shirt.This was a scene considering I wasn't wearing my favorite Victoria's Secret bra that added two cups sizes. I told my girlfriend and of course came the infamous "Your not pregnant are you?"  Sure enough her words stuck in my head and it was 20 minutes later I was off to the drugstore to pick up a test.

Later when Bee and I were at home I took the test, when those two little pink lines came in not seconds after I peed on it I started yelling at him to come in! Bee ran in and starting yelling back lol. Whats going on?? Its not a bug is it?? LOL again. The dummy knew I was taking a test you'd think he would put two and two together. This is when every type of emotion you can imagine rushes through you. Excitement, Fear, Joy, Anxiety you name it. And then comes " That stupid doctor didn't know what the hell he was talking about" but wait a minute I was having really sharp pains the night before and now you think wait a minute.. maybe he did.

Hi ho Hi ho its off to the ER we go...